Jun 04, 2005 22:14
My brothers left today back to Virginia. We decided that it be best that Jasira stay there for a month until I go to Virginia as well. I'll be visiting and then most likely moving there. I grew up there, but Des Moines is my hometown. My dad will be getting better soon enough and be out of the hospital who knows when. I'm taking the over night shift there to watch him. They took out his breathing tube so he's awake and able to open his eyes now. I miss Jasira dearly already and I worry how she's going to adapt to the change and not having me or grandpa there with her. Maybe if funds permit me I'll go there in 2 weeks. I'm gonna' try to fly into New York. We have no idea when my dad's going to be released.
My brother cuddled me and gave me a nuggie and told me take care of mommy and daddy. Aww, they still talk to me like I'm 5.
I really miss Jasira, this sucks. I'm just worried for her and my days off from work are going to be boring and pointless. Well, I'm going to work as much as possible so I can get money. Paul's in jail for 2 months. Thank fuck. I don't miss him. I just miss cuddling with a man and smelling one.