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I got my hair hacked off. I dont like it. My dad made me do it cause of my meeting with child services next week. Itll be deciding wheter or not the prosecuter will press charges on me for getting arrested a few weeks ago. I am very scared,Ive never been in this kind of trouble before in my entire life. Its not like I was intending to be tresspassing. I didnt even know what neighborhood I was in. I only knew one kid there out of like 8, and all of them seemed to have no problem with goin to that stupid fucking feild. God I hope they just drop the charges. Pus my sister just got a big tatoo of a cross on her back. I think it looks bad. I am so disappointed in her. My dad cant even look at her,hes about ready to kick her out of the house. I wish she would have gotten something smaller. She's gunna regret this, I know it. She thinks she's a badass know cause shes 18. Really shes being even more immature than ever. When I saw the thing I got sick to my stomach. I dont think Im gunna get a tatoo ever. Besides, if I did get a tatoo, It would affect a possible career in bodybuilding. Ive been really focused on that latley. Weight training is my favorite class. I benched 235 the other day, I was so happy, but I wanna get at least 250. I think I'm gunna go on the Atkins diet, it would be good because its all protein.(thats what muscles are made of, and its what they need to grow). Last year, training was my life. my day = wake up, drink a energy drink, goto school, weight training in school, drink protein shake for lunch, go home, work out again, sleep, wake up and skate, work out again, eat a small dinner, then goto sleep for the night. Wake up and repeat. Yes, I AM a freak. Ughh sorry for this long entry, but its 2:44 in the morning, and I just feel like writing. I had went to Allie's party tonite. It was pretty fun, 2 dollar fine played. I got sticky and peoples to come too. (sticky= matt mesa, peoples=Joe Pye.) Im getting aggravated with the band I have. we NEED equipment. Desperatley. All we have is a P.A. we need amps. Allright, I figured Ive written enough at this point, Im sure nobody even read this far. Goodnight.