Oct 21, 2006 22:08
I am on the mend, but still feel like crap, my voice is coming back but unfortunately a cough came with it, so yeah, I feel pretty damn crappy.
Vincent has had a stalker so last night T and I accompanied him to work, good thing too, the creep tried something on him, so the poor kid is now curled up in bed trying to recover from the trauma.
I had a bit of a word with the guy, scared him off I hope, and I'm sure the management will have banned him, V had the locks changed, man I hope we have nipped this in the bud. Poor sweetness looks the worse for it though. This is the sort of thing I always feared with his job, and I know he enjoys it but he is better than this. He has real talents, and should do something more him, DJ, act, create, he is, well, so incredible,I'm sure he could do anything....
Got word today things are all set on schedule for the first Seattle concert, yes there are two shows in Seattle, had to squeeze in an extra one, seems the home town crowd went a bit rabid. Boys have been practicing non stop without me, so all I need to do is get my voice back in form, and I still have a couple of weeks, and I'm sure Michael is going to help me with a bit of "vocal coaching" after the wedding....
Man I am sorta panicking about that, Brenda has been calling the house non stop and I have like 300 messages on my phone from her, she is not happy to say the least. The woman is all caught up in the legal side of this, cos yes legally I am still her husband, we will take care of that side when we can, but I will spiritually be joined to Michael. But I am still rather scarred, I mean, I loved Brenda, I did, but it all went so horribly wrong, I couldn't bear that happening again. Of course I know Michael much better, and we have a lot more history, hell almost as much as Brenda and I do, so with any luck and a lot of work we will be happy.
V and I have talked, and I think now he understands how important he is to me. For anyone who has a question about this at all here is my official statement on the matter. Vincent is of equal importance to me, he and Michael hold my heart in union, they do not have any more or less importance the one over the other, they are equal, my precious loves, and I value them as such. I love them both and always will.