today
Laundry is a pain, other people take their sweet time oh well done by midnight. Things go well Mud Ville. I am quite happy, things go wonderful in all aspects. I am having trouble getting my ass together for school. A life long dilemma I place upon my self it seems motivation comes in spurts some time too much too late. You cant change the world in a day (unless you use a nuke or something), it seems success takes a sort of daily diligence and there I do ok but I need to do better. But there are forces on my side making me want to be better and successful. Some times you lay things on the table and then wonder was that a good idea, love a dangerous game. Its seems to be a theme for every thing, basically the motivating force being everything. Its a right to all people rich or poor. It creates peace and war, inspires music, art , crime and death all that from a simple word. Why do we fear happiness, to embrace something is to risk losing it. People can onlu hurt you if you care so true, so sad. So here we are waiting for laundry to dry pondering life, love and why gay men dressing straight men is so damn irritable. I sound like I some sort of emo song. Welcome to live journal you sap. I guess the goal for tomorrow is to conquer fear, and maybe if time permits save the world from its self if not enjoy the ride. Oh yea do homework that sounds good too. I really don't know where I am going with this so I think I will just go... There is an angle in my bed :)... night......