Wow...
I know my (immediate) family isn't the most sensitive people in the world... as was very evident at the funeral but this is just callous (yes it's spelt right dave, i had to look it up):
re: my father joining me and my mom to go to China
He can't go before because of grandma ( she felt uncomfortable when we were not in Toronto). Now she is dead, he can go.
or am i being over sensitive? which seems to be the case lately with wild moodswings (as some of you may attest to)
actually that reminds me, my cousin sent me an email just to kinda check up on me (as well as tell me about a comic book) which was odd yet kidna nice, as i've never even gotten an email from him. but nice to know some people care or what not, not many other people, ie family, has bothered to inquire about me.
...yes i know i have a lot of other things i have to post, picture post as well as a 'final' funeral thing (i have stuff planned, but can't sit down to write it)
it'll be 3 weeks tomorrow.
and i'm actually proud? that i haven't been on a 3 week bender, infact i haven't gotten drunk yet, which would have been what i would have thought would hav happened. (i've had drinks yes, but not wasted)
ETA: i guess i forgot to mention that Austalia trip has been postponed (indefinately? - who still wants to meet me there?) for a trip to china / HK to visit remaining relatlives there. with an actual fun trip to vancouver/victoria/seattle (haha homer) after. so i'll be gone a good chunk, but expect many posts and pictures. well... maybe scattered posts in China, but lots in vancouver
too bad, i really wanted a digerydoo and to get my picture taken with the big boot.
re: my father joining me and my mom to go to China
He can't go before because of grandma ( she felt uncomfortable when we were not in Toronto). Now she is dead, he can go.
or am i being over sensitive? which seems to be the case lately with wild moodswings (as some of you may attest to)
actually that reminds me, my cousin sent me an email just to kinda check up on me (as well as tell me about a comic book) which was odd yet kidna nice, as i've never even gotten an email from him. but nice to know some people care or what not, not many other people, ie family, has bothered to inquire about me.
...yes i know i have a lot of other things i have to post, picture post as well as a 'final' funeral thing (i have stuff planned, but can't sit down to write it)
it'll be 3 weeks tomorrow.
and i'm actually proud? that i haven't been on a 3 week bender, infact i haven't gotten drunk yet, which would have been what i would have thought would hav happened. (i've had drinks yes, but not wasted)
ETA: i guess i forgot to mention that Austalia trip has been postponed (indefinately? - who still wants to meet me there?) for a trip to china / HK to visit remaining relatlives there. with an actual fun trip to vancouver/victoria/seattle (haha homer) after. so i'll be gone a good chunk, but expect many posts and pictures. well... maybe scattered posts in China, but lots in vancouver
too bad, i really wanted a digerydoo and to get my picture taken with the big boot.