Life is Ridiculous
Everything in my life seems to be wondefully ridiculous and I don't think much of it's going to change. It's not really a bad thing, I just don't like feeling a bastard for shoving people out of my life, for reasons that I can't really explain, or even understand. It just feels better that way, I don't get it. And then I'm probably going to have to turn someone away because I don't feel about her that way. Everything's just so ridiculous, why can't I just take the easy way out?