So sick...
I am so darn annoyed rite now, because of this certain friend of mine. We used to chat and hang out a lot together, but not anymore now.
I noticed something's wrong with her last Friday when she suddenly became so quiet...tried to ask her what's wrong & she said it was nothin' & that she doesn't want to talk about it. Well, it's fine with me that she did not want to share her troubles with me, I shouldn't force her anyway, so I did not continue to bother her for the rest of the day, as she need some quiet time on her own. Later that day, she left a note in my locker, saying the reason for her unusually quiet behaviour was that she suddenly recalled something sad. but she assured me that she was fine & that she would soon get back to her usual self. I felt much better after receiving her note...thinking that things will go back the way they were...but I was wrong...
On Monday, I thought she had pretty much sort out her feelings over the weekends, but hell no, she went quiet again. I approached her, asking if she was alrite, and she only nodded her head. She didn't talk to me at all, no matter how hard I tried to start to a conversation, she did not show much response. But to my surprise, she seems to approach my other classmates, rather than me. She behaved normally in front of them. I'm not jealous...just annoyed. I do not know what the hell is her fucked up reason for avoiding me and not talking to me! I very much wanted to ask her that but was afraid that our friendship might turn sour. So, we did not talk much to each other from then on.
Today during PE, the teacher wanted everyone to find a partner to play tennis. She approaches another girl, but unfortunately she already has a partner, so she ended up pairing with me. I knew she was reluctant to do so. I was shocked by how we treat each other like total strangers, but I purposely kept quiet, waiting for her to talk to me, but it didn't turn out that way.
I am so frustrated now by her actions! She left me clueless of what the hell was on her mind, & furthermore she tried to avoid me. Our friendship became so distant and we no longer go home together anymore...I really don't know what I should do. I felt like an idiot as I was the only one trying to repair our friendship...why wouldn't she respond? Why does she not consider how terrible I feel being ignored... I am so fed up.
I noticed something's wrong with her last Friday when she suddenly became so quiet...tried to ask her what's wrong & she said it was nothin' & that she doesn't want to talk about it. Well, it's fine with me that she did not want to share her troubles with me, I shouldn't force her anyway, so I did not continue to bother her for the rest of the day, as she need some quiet time on her own. Later that day, she left a note in my locker, saying the reason for her unusually quiet behaviour was that she suddenly recalled something sad. but she assured me that she was fine & that she would soon get back to her usual self. I felt much better after receiving her note...thinking that things will go back the way they were...but I was wrong...
On Monday, I thought she had pretty much sort out her feelings over the weekends, but hell no, she went quiet again. I approached her, asking if she was alrite, and she only nodded her head. She didn't talk to me at all, no matter how hard I tried to start to a conversation, she did not show much response. But to my surprise, she seems to approach my other classmates, rather than me. She behaved normally in front of them. I'm not jealous...just annoyed. I do not know what the hell is her fucked up reason for avoiding me and not talking to me! I very much wanted to ask her that but was afraid that our friendship might turn sour. So, we did not talk much to each other from then on.
Today during PE, the teacher wanted everyone to find a partner to play tennis. She approaches another girl, but unfortunately she already has a partner, so she ended up pairing with me. I knew she was reluctant to do so. I was shocked by how we treat each other like total strangers, but I purposely kept quiet, waiting for her to talk to me, but it didn't turn out that way.
I am so frustrated now by her actions! She left me clueless of what the hell was on her mind, & furthermore she tried to avoid me. Our friendship became so distant and we no longer go home together anymore...I really don't know what I should do. I felt like an idiot as I was the only one trying to repair our friendship...why wouldn't she respond? Why does she not consider how terrible I feel being ignored... I am so fed up.