Feb 28, 2006 23:52
Two nights ago I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that the Forum Shops at Caesars Palace was the stage for the play Les Misérables. I dunno why since Les Misérables is set in France not in Rome, but then again, dreams usually don't make sence. Anyway, I was acting in the play.... but at the same time I was living it.... it was really my life. There's so much more to it, but I don't know how to describe it. All I can say is that even though it shouds like a cool dream.... it wasn't the least bit pleasant.
Anywho. I've been having trouble with myself lately... I have so much going on within me, I don't know how to deal with it. I want to express it, but I'm scared. I wish I could talk about it with someone*, but I don't know what I would say. I don't think things have ever gotten this confusing for me in my life. I just don't understand why it would happen NOW! But I guess it's better now than 6 months down the road.