Feb 20, 2006 22:00
I'm never gonna change... I'll be putting things off for the rest of my life. So far, it's gotten me by alright, but my adult life has not yet begun. FUCK!! I have a feeling I'm gonna fall. HARD! Fuck it dude, I'll just take it as it comes, at least I won't be alone.
Today sucked... I bet tomorrow will suck too.
I spoke to my Jason today... Best thing to happen all weekend. I love him soooo mcuh and I miss him so fucking much. Only 2 more weeks and I get to fly out to see him. It still seems like forever though.
My brothers birthday is coming up on the 26th. Can't wait to see how that's gonna turn out. We almost lost my brother to a fucked up accident (his fault). Ever since he's been saying that he's gonna have a big party to celebrate the fact that God gave him another chance. I dunno though... whatever.
So, I'm not feeling so hot anymore. I knew it was too good to be true. I think I should just go to bed.