Random Thoughts of Ranting.
First off I would like to put up this test result I took recently A fun test that makes you look at yourself in ways. It may be limited but it is still fun.
You are Tank, from "The Matrix." Loyal till the end, you spare no expense in ensuring the well-being of others.
Well, no won to the random rantings. I kno wthi swill cause issues and start more problems. This will be misunderstood as always and will be taken wrong. As a point to be made and PLEASE READ it. Not skim over and take this post to heart. "This post is not directed at one person in particular but all involved and that has made themselves known to be in this rant. I will repeat it once more if you didnt catch it the first time this is NOT directed to ONE person but ALL involved."
I have come to a point now where I have taken a stand, given enough chances to people that say one thing but mean another. I have grown weary of empty words and prommises made by others when there is no meaning or any type of intent behind them. I hav ebeen told " I am your friend and I will be here for you." but yet I get " I am busy, talk to me some othe rtime." Also I have had the " I will be your friend, I will talk to you." Yet when I extend a hand of friendship it gets slapped away. I mean, what is th epoint when you are goin gto lie about a situation? I have been lied to not once but twice by th esame person, yet they claim they never lie. First off, thats a lie in its own right, in som eminiscule part everyone lies about something. Altering yoru appearance is a lie, for example cying yoru hair blonde when its black or brown. Wearing hazel colored contacts when you reyes are blue. Lies upon your appearance is all the same as making false claims of freindship or comunication.
I have but one thing to say to this. Do no tlie to me about being a friend when you know full well you are not going to in anyway, don't lie to me about how you will comunicate with me when you know full well you will never do so unless bored or otherwise. Also, don't lie to me about not doing something when you have done it. I know and have ways of findin gout if one is lyin gto me or not. It is sad tht one will lie to appease me. I am not looking fo ryour sympathy nor and I waning you to sugar coat anything. I look at thi sin thi slight. If you dont want to be my friend say so, if you dont wan tto be around m, say so. Dont claim " yea i will do such n sych" then in full righ tyou had no intentions at all in doing anything mentioned or implied. I reall yhave no time for games, nor do I have time for petty arguments over things that are stupid. I know this post will have certian issues reappear soon and I will deal with them accordingly. Then again they may be ignored and will continue on. With certian people these actions and lies is puttin ga fear in my heart and mind that makes me not trust nor beleive a word that comes from their mouths. Specially things that deal with major parts of my imediate life. whatever the case, if you have no intentions on doing what you claim, don't say you will or yes to me. Simply say No, or No I will not go away and be done with it. Yes it will sting for a while but I will get over it like the major things i am working on now. I am trying to better my life, and if you are doing such to hold m back or keep me under you rthumb so to speak, be prepared to have it cut off. I have become blunt and a bit cold as of late and I am slowly moving to the lack of consideration of one's feelings. Be warned, if you are caught in a lie and this goes to everyone I know you will be called out and made known personally and could careless if that ends a frienship or not. Because at thi spoint thee isn't one in th efirst place, so I have nothing to lose but a mistake.
Thats all and take care. -waits fo rthe thunderstorm that rumbles, cares not and leans against a lone tree on a hill waiting.-