Ben's Face
I feel like a drop kick.
The accounts of last week.
Sunday, Feb 5th -
Went to BDO and had a good day, dropped one and was feeling too good.moshed to hilltop hoods which went off and then got to see The Mars Volta pretty much 3 rows back dead center, what can i say best band ever?
Now lets skip a few days and this is when i get the dropkick feeling.
Wednesday, Feb 8th -
She came round and we watched a movie, good movie and one ill never ever get sick of, spent the next few hours being close and thinking shes awesome. Why do my feeling always get too involved.
Thursday, Feb 9th -
Worked a really crappy function that sorta finished early, went out to a club at which she was there. We exchange no more then 10 words that night and she leaves without saying goodbye. I end up crashing at a friends house.
Friday, Feb 10th -
Got a wierd message, woke up and all the girls just wanna do is sleep, i go get food and have a swim while they sleep, they sleep a lot more. I end up going to the shops and buying jeans, which may i say are awesome, and i buy her a gift, its her birthday the next day. We meet up that night and i get told she kissed someone else the night before and then the next day at work. This makes me feel like a dropkick. Did like her but that shit goes along the lines of what can turn me off someone. But then again she wasn't really mine. It was that night i could tell that when i drive i can be as silent as a mouse yet my driving can speak more words then i ever could. I head over to a friends house and start drinking, bottle of small batch and a few hours later and we are at harbourside, i have no real recollection of the night except for what my friends tell me. I'm turning into someone i dont want to be, a sleaze.
Saturday, Feb 11th -
The morning after, god i feel shit. Go for a swim and then have to start a whole night more of drinking. It's my mates 21st and its a pub crawl. i feel fucked b4 it even begins, first stop mustang bar, not bad, lots of beer. second stop, the shed, really good more beers and some shots and some jager bombs. Im feeling full of confidence and yeah friday night actions starting to happen again. Third stop was the leedy, memory starting to fail me here byt it was more beer and me still trying. Fourth stop was the bog and this is when things start to get messy. I can stand but with the odd falling backwards. dont know how long we were there but i had more beers and as we are leaving im not sure how i do it but ive fallen out the front of the bog. Blood is everywhere and my face isnt pretty. the bouncer gets me a rag and tells me to sit down. ive grazed my chin, my upper lip and somehow the brdge of my chin. Did i feel the pain? im not too sure, but a girl was helping me out. Why do i think kindness is more then it is. We end up going to black bettys after. the bouncer wouldnt let me in which i thought was out of line, but my face wouldnt get me in anywhere but i dont understand this. I sit in the park for a while and then we proceed home.
Sunday, Feb 12th -
I wake up on my couch, why did i sleep on my couch when i have a bed. Look in the mirror and just know that im a retard and a drop kick.
End Rant
The accounts of last week.
Sunday, Feb 5th -
Went to BDO and had a good day, dropped one and was feeling too good.moshed to hilltop hoods which went off and then got to see The Mars Volta pretty much 3 rows back dead center, what can i say best band ever?
Now lets skip a few days and this is when i get the dropkick feeling.
Wednesday, Feb 8th -
She came round and we watched a movie, good movie and one ill never ever get sick of, spent the next few hours being close and thinking shes awesome. Why do my feeling always get too involved.
Thursday, Feb 9th -
Worked a really crappy function that sorta finished early, went out to a club at which she was there. We exchange no more then 10 words that night and she leaves without saying goodbye. I end up crashing at a friends house.
Friday, Feb 10th -
Got a wierd message, woke up and all the girls just wanna do is sleep, i go get food and have a swim while they sleep, they sleep a lot more. I end up going to the shops and buying jeans, which may i say are awesome, and i buy her a gift, its her birthday the next day. We meet up that night and i get told she kissed someone else the night before and then the next day at work. This makes me feel like a dropkick. Did like her but that shit goes along the lines of what can turn me off someone. But then again she wasn't really mine. It was that night i could tell that when i drive i can be as silent as a mouse yet my driving can speak more words then i ever could. I head over to a friends house and start drinking, bottle of small batch and a few hours later and we are at harbourside, i have no real recollection of the night except for what my friends tell me. I'm turning into someone i dont want to be, a sleaze.
Saturday, Feb 11th -
The morning after, god i feel shit. Go for a swim and then have to start a whole night more of drinking. It's my mates 21st and its a pub crawl. i feel fucked b4 it even begins, first stop mustang bar, not bad, lots of beer. second stop, the shed, really good more beers and some shots and some jager bombs. Im feeling full of confidence and yeah friday night actions starting to happen again. Third stop was the leedy, memory starting to fail me here byt it was more beer and me still trying. Fourth stop was the bog and this is when things start to get messy. I can stand but with the odd falling backwards. dont know how long we were there but i had more beers and as we are leaving im not sure how i do it but ive fallen out the front of the bog. Blood is everywhere and my face isnt pretty. the bouncer gets me a rag and tells me to sit down. ive grazed my chin, my upper lip and somehow the brdge of my chin. Did i feel the pain? im not too sure, but a girl was helping me out. Why do i think kindness is more then it is. We end up going to black bettys after. the bouncer wouldnt let me in which i thought was out of line, but my face wouldnt get me in anywhere but i dont understand this. I sit in the park for a while and then we proceed home.
Sunday, Feb 12th -
I wake up on my couch, why did i sleep on my couch when i have a bed. Look in the mirror and just know that im a retard and a drop kick.
End Rant