Some things change, others....sadly others stay the same

[viruk]

I don't post in livejournal everyday, but that's probably because I'm busy with warcraft. I'm still the same loner and bitter fool, but now I listen to heavier music, Melodic Death Metal, as I call it (it being Dimmu Borgir, if not other bands). I still have dreams, but they're either way out of reach, slightly out of reach, or I'm just too lazy to try. I still have friends, and sort of lots of them. But I'm still not close to many, and I still seldom see them. Of course, some of the details on who's a friend and who's not have changed, and so have locations. I'd probably have seen Lyndsey at least 3 times this summer, but she's in BC, and thus impossible to see.

I still hate myself...but I'm also proud of myself...I don't want to change who I am.