Fifth...
Is it common here, do you think, to experience a severe amount of nightmares? True nightmares, the ones that render you sleepless and almost glad of it. I have not had them in such a magnitude before, even before the Dark One came... And even then they were prophetic, these are simply... These simply are...
He cannot come back. Not yet. It is impossible - I witnessed him die, and more importantly, I felt him leave. I felt him be sealed away once more... It will be centuries before he builds enough power to break free again, if the legends are to be believed.
Why then must I worry about it so? It is irrational. Logically, I know that it is impossible... Perhaps it is without Nayru's guidance that I am weakened further...
Every time I close my eyes, it is the usurper staring down at me, and I cannot evade the feeling that rises within me; that same fear, that same anger, that same... helplessness. I tell myself I made the right choice in surrendering in the knowledge that Link would come, but... Was it the right choice? Could I have acted then, and prevented it?
That is a foolish worry also. It is done. It cannot be changed. We prevailed over both the usurper and that timeless evil.
But perhaps I would not have these dreams if I had.
When he possessed me... I cannot cease thinking of it. The power he so easily wielded, how easily I was twisted to his will. Power is his domain, I know, but how strong of mien can I be to have been so easily controlled?
...I suppose, that at the time, I had given myself to Midna so she may live... But...
I do not know. Forgive me, I am being irrational. It will pass soon enough. I will make sure of it.