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Click to viewI don't really use this journal much now. All I do is watch my communities and friend's posts. I've been thinking about deleting it but I probably won't, at least not anytime soon. I has a boyfriend now. I has a chance for to be a bilingual teacher now. I've also recently admitted to myself that I have an unholy obsession with sea creatures, specifically cephalopods, mythical monsters, and deep sea scary fish. I don't know why, I'm just fascinated. I'd really love to have a pet cuttlefish. One of my best friends is in the Navy now, and it makes me really sad. Only because I miss him. I feel like things are strange.
I don't know. I think things are going well for me right now, however I still feel like I'm missing out on a lot. I miss many people and I hardly have a chance to get out of town.
I've also become quite a bit more self-conscious over the last few months. Actually, I guess my self esteem over all has dropped.
Things really are good, though. The school year went better than I expected, and I really do love my job. I'm going to teach summer school in July. My summer classes are also going well.
Eh, I'm very bored. I just want to play Street Fighters all day, but I hate the arcade at San Jac. Actually I think that's just because I was losing yesterday morning. I don't really suck that bad. I've been craving video games lately. Weird, I know, but I just really want to game again. The Wii doesn't have many competitive games, and I hardly play our Xbox. We do have Assassin's Creed though, and that game is amazingly fun. Really I just wish I still had a Super Nintendo and all my old games. I want to buy (or rent, I guess) all those Capcom vs. ___ games. They're all the same, but there are so many. Capcom is really badass I think, haha. Sometimes I wish I was a professional gamer. Get paid to dick around and play video games, awesome.
I think I'm going to finish my movie and perhaps do some shopping. I need more shorts because it's so damn hot outside. While I'm out I may just look for those games I want. Wish me luck.