I hated seeing what those men did to you and Aislinn. It was one of the most dreadful things I've ever witnessed. We proved that we can overcome the machinations of evildoers though, and all come out unscathed. I have the strongest faith and hope that Jordan will be the next to prove the strength of our family. This too, we shall prevail over.
Your constant love, care and attention for Aislinn are so admirable. You're an incredible father, Julian. I want you to know that I think that if I can do it like you, I'll be doing a damn good job.
She was just...augh. I can't stop seeing it. Sometimes she doesn't move in her sleep and I wake up panicking that she's hurting again. I'm going mad. Have you ever been so hungry you couldn't even cry?
I've been so hungry that I forced myself not to cry so I could save my strength. I'm sure I could have if I let myself, though. I suppose if Samson wanted to teach me endurance, he did that. Too bad for him, I'm using it to teach lessons he'd never want taught now. And he can shove it up his arse.
...Jesus. He can shove it up his arse! What the fuck is wrong with people?
I did have a reason for asking, but now I can't remember because I'm too horrified. I'm going to be a good dad. Aislinn's never going to have to fear me.
I wish I knew a simple answer to that, then we might be able to fix things a hell of a lot more quickly. As it is, we just have to chip away, bit by bit...
You certainly have the important matter well in hand. I know Aislinn will never have to fear you. She's going to be, and is, showered with all the love in the world.
Your constant love, care and attention for Aislinn are so admirable. You're an incredible father, Julian. I want you to know that I think that if I can do it like you, I'll be doing a damn good job.
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Do you really think that? Wow...
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I really do think that, Julian. I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it.
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Thanks, Spectre. That means so much!!
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I've been so hungry that I forced myself not to cry so I could save my strength. I'm sure I could have if I let myself, though. I suppose if Samson wanted to teach me endurance, he did that. Too bad for him, I'm using it to teach lessons he'd never want taught now. And he can shove it up his arse.
Julian, you're so very welcome. I love you.
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I did have a reason for asking, but now I can't remember because I'm too horrified. I'm going to be a good dad. Aislinn's never going to have to fear me.
I love you too.
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You certainly have the important matter well in hand. I know Aislinn will never have to fear you. She's going to be, and is, showered with all the love in the world.
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And confetti too, but that was actually an accident. We were trying to make Mum's room all festive...
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Haha! Well, a little bit of confetti never goes amiss, I say!
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She liked it but she made me vacuum afterwards!
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Why! I believe it's Spectre's weight in chocolate! I do declare!
Come eat it now :(.
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You're gorgeous.
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So are you.
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