why, thank you for not fucking me big time!
Update: I have (had) a boy thing recently. He works at hollywood video.. he decided he thought i was cool... went on a date. it was a'ight. It was a movie get together (can't say date.. cause appearantly we're not dating?). I have come to loathe movie get togethers... at least when you're just getting to know a person. You never end up watching the movie... so you might as well put on some TV or something. Just fuck around... ya know? Eh... didn't work out that way. Then I'm sitting there trying to figure out where the hell this is all going. I wasn't that much into the kid. He seemed super cool and super nice, but I wasn't attracted.
And now I have that feeling that I'm about to get fucked big time. Like there's going to be this awkward "break-up." The "you're cool, but I don't think it's going to work out," speil. Christ, I know it's true, but I don't want to hear it. Somehow, seeing someone you're not that into is more lonely than being alone. It just magnifies everything you feel like shit about.
Well maybe I'm wrong, and the truth is I'm probably stressing over bullshit. I'll get over it.
And now I have that feeling that I'm about to get fucked big time. Like there's going to be this awkward "break-up." The "you're cool, but I don't think it's going to work out," speil. Christ, I know it's true, but I don't want to hear it. Somehow, seeing someone you're not that into is more lonely than being alone. It just magnifies everything you feel like shit about.
Well maybe I'm wrong, and the truth is I'm probably stressing over bullshit. I'll get over it.