...would you love me? he said yes....
once upon a time there was a girl would always got her way.
no was a word she never heard ever. she did whatever she
wanted whenever she wanted. the world was her playtoy. she
was never lonely never unhappy. everything was just the way
she wanted. then she reached a point she would never believe
she would reach. it was a shock because al her life things
were just handed to her and she didnt have to think for
herself. she somehow now had to care or al least she learned
to care. this was her problem, why should she care. what is
the benefit for her. she began thinking about everything and
anything. just to step out of her house was to enter into
a world of choas. she couldnt even make it to the driveway
without having to seit there and actally think about where
she was going. why does that matter. timed matter. it was like
she either had no time or not enough no relaxing no peace
just thinking. it was hard. she wanted to go back to not
caring however this seemed like an unpossibilty.
she later fell in love. and litterally she fell. hard and
fast. she was carefree again. everything was going well.
she had no thoughts. but something changed. something went
totally wrong. she didnt plan it. she didnt expected it.
the floor slipped out from under her and she was going nuts.
her thoughts came again. the passiong for life change. it
was now focused on getting away. leaving everything aside.
she just wanted out. this was a path she was frozen in and
she couldnt breathe. what to do next. what to do now. what
should have been done. too many questions.
she then decided to let go. she gave up. she let anything
and everything happen to her. she didnt care. how could she
nothing could be done. everything got worse and worse she
sunk lower and lower. nothing could bring her up. he torn
her insides out. he displayed her insecurties and captivated
on them. nothin mattered to him. he wanted it all,.he wanted
it all to go his way.
his agered flurried the farther she got. she couldnt take
it. she couldnt let go. she drowned herself. she held her
breath and screamed and screamed. she cried loud. he did
not hear her. he kept talking she didnt listen anymore.
she didnt care. nothing mattered to him why did she take
his pains on her. he bruised her life so utterly helpless.
he didnt care.
one she disappeared. she went and he knew not the place
she went. he began to miss the body. to miss the fact of
comfortability. not her. her love meant nothing to him but
a presense of a person that could be easily controled is
what he missed. he searched for her. he found her in a
state where he knew he could break her. he knew her spots.
he knew what he could manipulate. he got everything he
wanted yet, he could give her nothing.
this time she was a mess. she was in an uncontrollable
state. she was beside herself. she watched him beat her
she watched him kick her when she was down. she was numb.
but even then the pain hurt more and more. she was so
alone. only being with him made her alone, yet he convinced
her that without him she would always be alone. she had
nothing. she was worthless and he expanded on that.
one night as they layed in bed she asked a request of him
she knew she never to ask him anything ever, for he took
no interest in anything that she was in love with, everything
she desired he shot and stabbed out of her heart and she
knew it no more. she asked this request of him....
he was stunned and he had to stay quiet for a while. he
pondered this question and he didnt know what to answer.
this was the most difficult question. he had never been
asked. he turned over and stayed in the silent room. she
turned and left him alone. she cried and cried till her
pain was completely taking over her body. she cried and
wailed inside but outside she made sure that he did not
know how pinned she was will such pain and devastation.
she had been utterlly mangled by him. he didnt know her
he didnt want to. she loved him so strongly and he payed
no attention. finally she just went blank and closed her
eyes. the silence was golded. she thought. she had to
make sure she wasnt going crazy..things could be worst
than silence. it was so quiet she began to let go of
her pain and just put it behind her..
he turned...
she stared him in the face. somehting she had never
done. she kept her head up and straightened her back
for she had curled up for far too long and kept her
eyes low for fear, this causing so much pain on her
spine.
she examined his face and was puzzled. tears were
gushing out of his eyes and he said
yes
she was taken back. she did not know how to respond.
yes
she hadnt heard that for such a very long time.
yes
he said it
yes
why
yes
he held her and said "i'm sorry"
i'm sorry?
he apologized for life. he apologized for everything
and anything. all the things he forced on her that
were lies he confessed. he confessed that he did it
all. sincerely.
he desired nothing else but her.
she could not move
yes
nothing made sense.
yes
she loved that word
yes
he said it.
there lives moved on and she had the joy that she
never knew. why.
what what the question to the answer given
yes
it changed her entire world. her life. her best friend
yes
..her question
..what was it.
..what could be this powerful
she asked him with every part of her stained heart
with ever piercein he drove in her
her question
his answer
yes
her questiong
......would you love me?
no was a word she never heard ever. she did whatever she
wanted whenever she wanted. the world was her playtoy. she
was never lonely never unhappy. everything was just the way
she wanted. then she reached a point she would never believe
she would reach. it was a shock because al her life things
were just handed to her and she didnt have to think for
herself. she somehow now had to care or al least she learned
to care. this was her problem, why should she care. what is
the benefit for her. she began thinking about everything and
anything. just to step out of her house was to enter into
a world of choas. she couldnt even make it to the driveway
without having to seit there and actally think about where
she was going. why does that matter. timed matter. it was like
she either had no time or not enough no relaxing no peace
just thinking. it was hard. she wanted to go back to not
caring however this seemed like an unpossibilty.
she later fell in love. and litterally she fell. hard and
fast. she was carefree again. everything was going well.
she had no thoughts. but something changed. something went
totally wrong. she didnt plan it. she didnt expected it.
the floor slipped out from under her and she was going nuts.
her thoughts came again. the passiong for life change. it
was now focused on getting away. leaving everything aside.
she just wanted out. this was a path she was frozen in and
she couldnt breathe. what to do next. what to do now. what
should have been done. too many questions.
she then decided to let go. she gave up. she let anything
and everything happen to her. she didnt care. how could she
nothing could be done. everything got worse and worse she
sunk lower and lower. nothing could bring her up. he torn
her insides out. he displayed her insecurties and captivated
on them. nothin mattered to him. he wanted it all,.he wanted
it all to go his way.
his agered flurried the farther she got. she couldnt take
it. she couldnt let go. she drowned herself. she held her
breath and screamed and screamed. she cried loud. he did
not hear her. he kept talking she didnt listen anymore.
she didnt care. nothing mattered to him why did she take
his pains on her. he bruised her life so utterly helpless.
he didnt care.
one she disappeared. she went and he knew not the place
she went. he began to miss the body. to miss the fact of
comfortability. not her. her love meant nothing to him but
a presense of a person that could be easily controled is
what he missed. he searched for her. he found her in a
state where he knew he could break her. he knew her spots.
he knew what he could manipulate. he got everything he
wanted yet, he could give her nothing.
this time she was a mess. she was in an uncontrollable
state. she was beside herself. she watched him beat her
she watched him kick her when she was down. she was numb.
but even then the pain hurt more and more. she was so
alone. only being with him made her alone, yet he convinced
her that without him she would always be alone. she had
nothing. she was worthless and he expanded on that.
one night as they layed in bed she asked a request of him
she knew she never to ask him anything ever, for he took
no interest in anything that she was in love with, everything
she desired he shot and stabbed out of her heart and she
knew it no more. she asked this request of him....
he was stunned and he had to stay quiet for a while. he
pondered this question and he didnt know what to answer.
this was the most difficult question. he had never been
asked. he turned over and stayed in the silent room. she
turned and left him alone. she cried and cried till her
pain was completely taking over her body. she cried and
wailed inside but outside she made sure that he did not
know how pinned she was will such pain and devastation.
she had been utterlly mangled by him. he didnt know her
he didnt want to. she loved him so strongly and he payed
no attention. finally she just went blank and closed her
eyes. the silence was golded. she thought. she had to
make sure she wasnt going crazy..things could be worst
than silence. it was so quiet she began to let go of
her pain and just put it behind her..
he turned...
she stared him in the face. somehting she had never
done. she kept her head up and straightened her back
for she had curled up for far too long and kept her
eyes low for fear, this causing so much pain on her
spine.
she examined his face and was puzzled. tears were
gushing out of his eyes and he said
yes
she was taken back. she did not know how to respond.
yes
she hadnt heard that for such a very long time.
yes
he said it
yes
why
yes
he held her and said "i'm sorry"
i'm sorry?
he apologized for life. he apologized for everything
and anything. all the things he forced on her that
were lies he confessed. he confessed that he did it
all. sincerely.
he desired nothing else but her.
she could not move
yes
nothing made sense.
yes
she loved that word
yes
he said it.
there lives moved on and she had the joy that she
never knew. why.
what what the question to the answer given
yes
it changed her entire world. her life. her best friend
yes
..her question
..what was it.
..what could be this powerful
she asked him with every part of her stained heart
with ever piercein he drove in her
her question
his answer
yes
her questiong
......would you love me?