It's all right

Dec 28, 2007 01:20

do what you wanna.
make me believe it.
ooooh i wanna see it.
get it shawty.

lloyd - get it.

so i realized
in changing my theme
and looking back at entries
it's been like a year since i used this damn thing
and so much has changed.
sigh.
im over boys.
too complicated.
im dealing with me right now.
i dont need that bullshit.
and no one is going to save me but me.
and i think that girls (me included) who need to go after guys to save themselves.
need a fucking slap in the face.
it's a new age girls.
learn to live with yourself.
because you're going to need you.
no boy is ever going to be enough.
and nor should he ever be enough.
oh how much has changed.

thank god for wellesley

oh ps
since meningitis fucked up me getting my degree
in june
i am currently finishing my classes
and getting that diploma biatch
ive finished my major and my minor
two more classes to go!
by the end of jan i will have finished wellesley
YEAH
and yes
sometimes i thought i couldnt do it
but guess what
i got deathly ill and was in the hospital
but nothing ate my brain
and im able to write 20 page papers
6 months later
and finish all my classes
and get that damn piece of paper
that says
yes
you slaved away 4 years of your life
and tortured your brain
to get recognition from wellesley
and finish college
FUCK YES.
and yeah.
i went to a better school than you did.
and i finished in 4 years and 6 months
only because i was hospitalized
that is Bad Fucking Ass

ive decided
that i am fully capable of doing everything ever
mostly because my mom decided to tell me that today
cause i was freaking out

and im moving
in the next couple months
to china
or across the country
or at least to ny
fuck this shit

and i need a new job
any suggestions would be helpful
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