It's funny how one person can completely change your view on a situation. While there are two or three people I would consider friends here, I never understood quite what Namine-san tried to tell me at the ball. I looked at those people and thought how sad it will be to say goodbye. But after spending time with Sakura-chan... I think I know what Namine-san meant.
...it could just be that Sakura-chan's happiness is terribly infectious. ^_^;
I'm sorry for being so stubborn and selfish. When you're feeling better, I'd like to meet up with you and try to make up for it, if that's alright.