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i would just like to say that life sometimes (most of the time) doesn't make sense and only sometime when we are caught up in moments that make sense can we relate. its annoying yet its the story and sometimes you just want to keep adding on. i am lost in everyone else's goals/expectations/achievements that sometimes (all the time) i wonder what the fuck ami supposed to do? i can't take grasp, i lose control, i get lost, i dont know what this wants of me. i dont even know if it expects anyting. who does? i dont know what to look for what to find yet i find so many things i dont know whats right i dont know whats supposed to be. nothing is supposed to be. yet eveything falls into place... but then leads me to the neverending thoughts beliefs mazes games attractions. nobody knows anything! we are all in our own little worlds we don't see the big picture but the big picture doesnt matter anyways if youre in your own little world nothing matters really you make it what you want. you can make your own meaning s and everything will mean what you want it to. what do i care. what does it matter. why does this matter what does it matter. nothing. whatever.