In the end it makes you better.
I had a fun day today hanging out with Mandy after a week of work craziness. Chinese food and movies was, of course, in the plan.
The prom was last night and, of course, I got (had) to go with Grange's four high school girls. It was kind of boring...
Of course I would have been happier to be out dancing and having a good time instead of having to stand back and observe each of my girls and measure the inches between them and their dates...
Then, afterwards, a tired wave of irrational melancholy bowled me over and I had to be awkwardly reassured by a friend.
Today, though, really helped me out. I don't like feeling bad for myself--it's really lame--and hanging out with my friend is much better.
And on an odd note--I'm tired of all this and I want to leave. I'm not sure what will come of it, but if I get in my car and just drive without looking back, that might help.
I think I may just have been here too long and I need a change... I just can't do it without God's help. I'm going to start going to a young adult service in Southern Maine on my off Saturdays. Hopefully the change of scenery will get me out of this dumb rut... and it's a good opportunity to meet new people and to get out of the house. Sounds like what I need.
The prom was last night and, of course, I got (had) to go with Grange's four high school girls. It was kind of boring...
Of course I would have been happier to be out dancing and having a good time instead of having to stand back and observe each of my girls and measure the inches between them and their dates...
Then, afterwards, a tired wave of irrational melancholy bowled me over and I had to be awkwardly reassured by a friend.
Today, though, really helped me out. I don't like feeling bad for myself--it's really lame--and hanging out with my friend is much better.
And on an odd note--I'm tired of all this and I want to leave. I'm not sure what will come of it, but if I get in my car and just drive without looking back, that might help.
I think I may just have been here too long and I need a change... I just can't do it without God's help. I'm going to start going to a young adult service in Southern Maine on my off Saturdays. Hopefully the change of scenery will get me out of this dumb rut... and it's a good opportunity to meet new people and to get out of the house. Sounds like what I need.