onion breath
I know it's been forever since I updated, but who cares. It's my life, right? On the contrary, I have been feeling an incredible loss of control lately. Not that it wasn't around before. I'm just noticing it now. I'm on the verge of having my only real (eg. present) friend move to God only knows where and I still live at home where I have no privacy and no life. So maybe life is exactly the same as it has been for the last two years or so, I just realized that it is a poor excuse for a life and that I'm completly hopeless about it. Is it realistic that I can move into my own apartment this year? Not really. Is it realistic that everything in my whole life will be straighted out when we roll into 2007? Hmmm... probably not. So I guess I'll just have to live life a little bit better every day and try to avoid having any nervous breakdowns.