Oct 15, 2008 00:19
Life is good. I have a job, a good man, wonderful friends and family. I have been spending a lot of time on XBOX and online games again. I have had a lot of time to think about things. Sunday was the first day G and I have had off together in a long while and after a rather rough day together I have come to a big conclusion. It is time for me to find a good therapist. One of the big problems I have right now is that I needed to come off of my anti-anxiety/anti-depressents in order for us to attempt to get pregnant. I have done OK but not great off of them. However, I still have a lot of issues I need to work out in the relationship status. I don't want to screw this relationship up because I can't seem to get over the last failed one. I am prone to depression and until I can get back on my meds, I need to talk to someone to stop taking this out on him and ruining the time we do have together.