There are times that you don't realize that you are doing it. Holding in your anger and hurt. You have convinced yourself that your thoughts lack merit and that venting is not attractive. Meanwhile you are festering inside. you are holding frustration and hurt and now it has become so assumed in behavior that you just carry on because that is all you can do. The importance of letting go is vital to survival and it is time for me to learn it now. I have convinced myself that I am over things that I am not. I am used to the rejection and being deemed not good enough but the truth is who hasn't. I have to take care of this. to heal myself because no one else will. Arduous will this be but I have grown from taking a step most wont take. moving forward.
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