I've been apologetic for too long.

Nov 03, 2003 23:08

I find people are too afraid of judgment, in the sense that if they are expressive they will be deemed as emotionally unstable. Indeed, I hope I can make a generalization and say that we all fall victim to this mentality.

The matter gets even more complicated when a member of the opposite sex is involved. Will they still love you? Will another piece be taken from you leaving you fewer means of coping?

At times I feel embarrassment for my inner discourses; fearful that people around me can hear this secret monologue. They will use it as fodder and they will break me.
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