May 18, 2005 16:03
god life without purpose is such a waste and that's what it feels like i am doing just wasting my life and until something comes along...i keep watching these movies and reading these books where wonderful things are happening to people not even wonderful things just things in particular and i am waiting for it to happen to me i mean...love i am waiting for it to happen...
read the sisterhood of the traveling pants i read it in five hours...it's really great....i feel as though i am a mixture of all the girls i connect with them all...but yeah...
i am trying to figure out what i truly want to do with my life. i watched monster-in-law and jennifer lopez's character had like six different jobs but she totally enjoyed her life..i almost wanna be like that have the ability to enjoy it all. but i feel like i don't belong here. i don't think that louisiana or the us is really where i am supposed to be. i have a true calling to be somewhere exotic or just european. lol. my heart really misses spain and france they were so perfect. i need to learn the language though. anyways what would be a good career. i am thinking of going for international relations but the only thing i know about that is it deals with people and traveling and that i know i want to do.
anyways la de da...
peace