Good-bye Mother
Like you were EVER there for me throughout all these years.....this ALL stems back from when I was a young girl.....when I was diagnosed with Epilepsy and you told me not to tell anyone because I would not have any friends because of this illness.....to all the times my father hit me with a belt on my bare butt to satisfy you because you were upset with me about something....here's to you calling me a whore when I was 15 years old.....here's to signing me off to be married at the sweet tender age of 16.....here's to you NEVER being there for me when I needed you.....when I started my period for the very first time, not ever explaining the change for me nor what sex was really all about, NO...I figured all this out on my own.....here's to you for being ashamed of me.....for you not being there when I was going through my divorce.....for cheating on my Dad..........for ALL the lies and all the pain you pitted amongst us siblings and for what??.....to take sides and spread nasty rumors.......here's to such a wonderful Mother who signed away the rights to my sister, who is mentally ill and you couldn't handle.....hhmmm.....sounds familiar.........only you married me off...........so SHAME ON YOU for NEVER being there, for stealing $1,300 from my husband, for being a bitch............I am done with you and to me your DEAD.....all you do to me is HURT me and despise me.....WHY........I ask you.....WHY???..........you never deserved to have children, but for some ungodly reason you were blessed with 4 children........you couldn't tolerate us....you never told us that you love us, you never hugged, you never told us how proud you were of ANY of us.........NO......so here's to you not EVER knowing who your real daughter is, for you will NEVER know.........WHAT I do know is I have learned ALL on my VERY own how to love, how to be a great, loving mother to my 3 beautiful children........I am ASHAMED of YOU..........as you continue to TRY and find your own happiness I will say........your not going to WIN this one with me, as I know deep in my heart that I am a GREAT MOm and I have a loving heart and I care......so I can hold my head up high and say that I AM THE WINNER!!!!!!
I am letting you go.........just because you gave me life doesn't earn you the title "Mom".....because you are NOT a Mom in my heart, your a two-faced,fake and phony immature human,your the whore who slept around on my Dad.....your a disgrace to me and you are indeed a BIG embarrassment to me......
I am letting you go and yes, it will hurt, but it needs to be done......so with that............
Good-bye......
Lisa
I am letting you go.........just because you gave me life doesn't earn you the title "Mom".....because you are NOT a Mom in my heart, your a two-faced,fake and phony immature human,your the whore who slept around on my Dad.....your a disgrace to me and you are indeed a BIG embarrassment to me......
I am letting you go and yes, it will hurt, but it needs to be done......so with that............
Good-bye......
Lisa