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So many thoughts going thru my head, and I don't know how to organize them.
I miss being home... being around my family... at the same time I am sort of happy to where I am. Yet, I feel like something is missing in my life. My mom said she thinks I am alone too often... that I am. But that comes with my inability to trust people. I am always worried someone will be there to back-stab me.
Yes, there are several things I would do a different way... but we all know it is not possible to turn back time.
Somehow I feel like I'm not doing what I was meant to be. I don't know how to explain it, and I know it sounds dumb, but I have this feeling I should be out there doing something important... helping people... really helping.
Yes, I do believe there is a God. And I also believe He has a purpose for all of us in this planet, and that we are the ones responsible for discovering what that purpose is. For those who know me, I don't usually discuss religion like this... and I'm not writing this to open a discussion forum.
I miss being home... being around my family... at the same time I am sort of happy to where I am. Yet, I feel like something is missing in my life. My mom said she thinks I am alone too often... that I am. But that comes with my inability to trust people. I am always worried someone will be there to back-stab me.
Yes, there are several things I would do a different way... but we all know it is not possible to turn back time.
Somehow I feel like I'm not doing what I was meant to be. I don't know how to explain it, and I know it sounds dumb, but I have this feeling I should be out there doing something important... helping people... really helping.
Yes, I do believe there is a God. And I also believe He has a purpose for all of us in this planet, and that we are the ones responsible for discovering what that purpose is. For those who know me, I don't usually discuss religion like this... and I'm not writing this to open a discussion forum.