BFF?
I've realized today, that friendship can be such a fragile thing. A year can just disappear like that when one says, "I'm done with you."
I'll not be sharing the longer version of this tale, since I've told it thrice today already.
All there is now is a void, but what can one do if the other wishes certain things to be this or that way.
I'll comply for now, hopefully I'll never have to look the person in the face again, because I might get nasty and bitchy, and I shouldn't degrade myself for or because of anyone. I'm my own person, if I failed to make that connection, then whatever the other thinks of me isn't me.
I don't have to be worked up and try to defend myself.
So I'm making my peace with this unfortunate situation now, I'll cherish the good times, and say farewell to the bad. To be fair we did hit it off really well, but time can do ravages and relationships aren't exceptions.
*amens*
PS - Still... Why Phil, WHY? Didn't I burn enough things last night?!? D:
I'll not be sharing the longer version of this tale, since I've told it thrice today already.
All there is now is a void, but what can one do if the other wishes certain things to be this or that way.
I'll comply for now, hopefully I'll never have to look the person in the face again, because I might get nasty and bitchy, and I shouldn't degrade myself for or because of anyone. I'm my own person, if I failed to make that connection, then whatever the other thinks of me isn't me.
I don't have to be worked up and try to defend myself.
So I'm making my peace with this unfortunate situation now, I'll cherish the good times, and say farewell to the bad. To be fair we did hit it off really well, but time can do ravages and relationships aren't exceptions.
*amens*
PS - Still... Why Phil, WHY? Didn't I burn enough things last night?!? D: