Jul 09, 2004 14:45
From: Skinnygothguy@aol.com
Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2004 06:34:11 EDT
Subject: In time we will be forever happy
To: satanicsuccubus@yahoo.com
Alyssa,
I know it's been hard for you, but remember, whether you believe it or not, it's probably worse for me. I went to your website and I saw a side of you that I haven't seen before. Well... to put it more precise, I saw a side of me that I haven't seen before. I'm a complete ass. I can't describe how bad I feel right now. I want to tell you that I'm sorry, but it seems like every time I do say that, I end up fucking up again. I need a cigarette. I'll be back in a minute.
I'm back. When we get back together I'm going to try to be a better boyfriend. I'm going to treat you like the #1 person in my life, (which you are). I love you beyond the point of words.
I'm gonna go and get some sleep. It's 3:30am.
Je t'aime (I love you)=French
Ben
P.S.
Je t'aime aussi (I love you too)
BLAH! WHILE he was still with Julie he sends me this. He has no clue what hell I went through, do go through constently, I DO NOT TRUST HIM and that kills me. Always thinking his life is SO terrible. Fuck that SHIT!! I need cigs. o.o