I like this.

[virginxkisses]

sitting in a room full of people
rubbing my wrist and feel the scabs
scars- marks from a bad attempt at a bad idea

people all around me talking
as i sit there staring at the walls
and out through the windows at the grey sky

those clouds reflect my feelings
interpreting my heart rather than this mask upon my face
everything has changed for the worse

i remember the feeling of the blade
running across my arm bitting the skin
and causing old wounds to bleed

i relish in the pain
enjoying the sight of scarred skin
these lines of death- my failing attempt to end life

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not forgiven..
your words kill me
like a knife to my throat
but your words hurt even more
and i've got the scars to proove it.

slit my wrist and watch me bleed
slash my hand while im in pain
scar my heart then peel the scabs
expose my wounds to the world.

i hope you're happy..
now that im six feet under
drowning in my own blood

Not mine but still. o.o I like it.