it was only a kiss..
i tried so hard not to get involved with him, because he's known as a player in our neighborhood, but last night, it was like..i coudln't help it. &we kissed. &i loved every second of it. &ever since i kissed him, i can't stop thinking about him. i saw him in the hallways like 5 times today, which normally i don't. maybe it's a sign? i don't know, &i hate the fact that we're so opposite of each other. but i love hanging out with him &i def. loved kissing him. Amanda said it's puppy love. but i don't know, i know that ever since last night my heart hasn't stopped pounding &i keep thinking about me &him. i like the way he holds me. maybe i should listen to all the other girls here, they said he did the same thing to them..but idk..i like him so much now i don't think i can get out this. ..i don't really want to either. i kinda want to be with him. but i'm not sure if that's a good idea or not. it's iffy. what do you think?
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