Jun 30, 2004 19:48
I had been arguing with myself if quitting Taekwondo would make me happy. I had been acting uber moody during and after classes, and I didn't know why. (Sorry I didn't tell you Kristin.) I finally blew up in class today. We were working on intensifying our forms, and I just started crying during koryo...
Jon K.(JK) cheered me up though. I've never been this happy in my whole life. I finally feel a sense of accomplishment in TKD. I hadn't even felt too happy when I recieved my black belt... I just needed to hear that stuff from someone I have high respect for instead of them nagging at the little details I mess up on. *tears of joy* I am soooo grateful for his support. Man, I can't believe how self-disaplined I am, I need to loosen up some. Hahaha, I've never been so self-confident in my life. I've got to change that and try to have confidence all the time >.>;;