My life right now...
There was a time when I could not stop thinking about my ex. No matter what. When he told me it was over my heart literally broke. Ive had one other serious boyfriend before that and it ended the same way. I couldnt figure out why/how this was happening to me again. After much crying and much thought I realized we simply grew apart. No added bullshit no making excuses (though he did turn into an asshole) we just grew apart as people do. I sat wondering if he knew that I was willing to do anything for him, I was willing to compromise even more than I already had to make him happy, If he thought we argued too much I was willing to silence myself. Now I see you cant change somebody..if you see their flaws take those as writings on the wall it wont change, it will only get worse.Never give too much to the point where theres nothing left for you, your soo dependent on that person for your happiness that you feel helpless without them. I take this as another milestone in my life..and I will keep it moving and continue to love..only this time I'll remember to leave something for me.
Im so bored with life right now. Everybody around me seems to be so content. I was just born different. I cant stay in the same place for too long..Im trying desperately to move to ATL by october or atleast january when I start school back up again. I cant just live the straight narrow path go to school, get my degree and work a 9-5 thats just not me never has been me.
My phone constantly rings off the hook with people I dont wanna be bothered with, guys mainly trying to hard to impress me thinking that they're saying all the right things when in reality, none of them can keep my interest. I might see a cutie we exchange numbers we talk then I label him as "lame" un-interesting and dull...Im silly and if you cant make me laugh then its a wrap.After comming out of a long 3year relationship that went nowhere, Im soo skeptical and dont really have time for the bullshit. I dont want a boyfriend for a while but a nice guy to chill with every now and then would be nice. And whats the point of chillin with you if you cant even make me laugh..so we can just sit and stare at eachother...Another thing..why cant I have any guy friends who are just "my friend" they always end up confessing their love for me or some shit. Dayum,,,if I wanted to be with you ..you woulda known it waay back in the day that shit blows me.
Im so bored with life right now. Everybody around me seems to be so content. I was just born different. I cant stay in the same place for too long..Im trying desperately to move to ATL by october or atleast january when I start school back up again. I cant just live the straight narrow path go to school, get my degree and work a 9-5 thats just not me never has been me.
My phone constantly rings off the hook with people I dont wanna be bothered with, guys mainly trying to hard to impress me thinking that they're saying all the right things when in reality, none of them can keep my interest. I might see a cutie we exchange numbers we talk then I label him as "lame" un-interesting and dull...Im silly and if you cant make me laugh then its a wrap.After comming out of a long 3year relationship that went nowhere, Im soo skeptical and dont really have time for the bullshit. I dont want a boyfriend for a while but a nice guy to chill with every now and then would be nice. And whats the point of chillin with you if you cant even make me laugh..so we can just sit and stare at eachother...Another thing..why cant I have any guy friends who are just "my friend" they always end up confessing their love for me or some shit. Dayum,,,if I wanted to be with you ..you woulda known it waay back in the day that shit blows me.