Oct 14, 2005 19:47
Work was aiight last night,slow as hell everybody left early, and me being the good worker that I am ..I stayed.My parents have really been urking me lately if they mention something about school one more time I swear Im bound to jus snap like 4real.Cuz I was pose to go to Drexel U, clark,spelman, howard or temple right...yeah a lot of choices I know.But my old school sent my transcripts all late and damn wrong right, so I have to go in the spring right now Im at community in the mean time....Because I have an interview for a better job than the one I have tommorrow and I have a pretty good job right now they think Im gonna just forget all about school...Which Im not I know the importance of education. And I know majority of the peeps who drop out jus end up going back anyway, theres no way around it basically and Im well aware of that factoid. But can I live I dont need ppl on my back 24/7 I think I've done damn good so far, being as though nobody has ever gave me anything and anywhere I have gotten in life has been on my own merit. If they're so damn concerned..then how bout they get a bigger salary and pay 4 my school so I wont have to go through that god forsaken financial aid hassle every freakin year..how bout that?!
I mean I know they mean well and errything..but belive it or not I do have plans for myself Big plans. I dont wanna be makin 13.00$ for the rest of my life...I wanna write books, own my own mag,model,sing, have my own column, freelance write, interview important people, start my own business.So contrary to what they think and all the nay-sayers who jus swear I'll get caught up in working sorry but your dead ass wrong.Its cool to have money to shop (which im sick of)and go out and errthing...but I wanna learn too, I wanna soak up as much knowledge as humnanly possible. I do really wanna go to back to a 4yr school in the spring...I miss the atmosphere, It sucked that I couldnt this yr. I wanted to really go to Spelman one of my cousins goes to morehouse doin tha thang. But who wouldnt wanna be around some of the brightest women in the country? To me thats an honer I say Fck all the ppl who swear spelman chicks and howard chicks are stuckup. I've met some and I'm friends with some and they are the brightest, most beautiful girls I know. Plus I miss the homecommings and late night wile out sessions....ehhhh this post wasnt even supposed to be about all this but as I started to type my mom started bitchin then my dad called and started his bitching! cuuuse me while i take a moment to screeaaamm.