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Why do bad things happen to us at times in our lives that mean something? Im am at a age in life where i am supposed to be discovering what life is about, but all thats been happening to me lately are bad things? Yet i guess thats how life is, its never easy, it cant be. Its not human nature to make life easy. Everyone just makes things worse. Sorry getting ahead of myself there. My mom actually pointed out to me how crappy life has been lately. Ha that sounds really bad, i mean she didnt do it on purpose. But let me recap on whats happened: First, got to some stupid ass boring party and get really tired, therefore next day get in potentially fatal car accident. Miraculously no one is hurt. Next, parents go out of town, have a few friends over which becomes a freaking bumillion. It never did get out of hand but my stupid neighbor breaks it up and calls my mom. Instant groundation for me considering parents never believe and or listen. Then, i find out i have to pay a freaking ticket the cop gave me. WTF!!! i didnt know you get tickets for accidents. 151 freaking bux. Then i get struck with some random parasitical bacterial infection of my body. My head feels like its gonna explode, and my body feels like its just gonna drop down and die. This has been going on for the past week, and the doctors still cant pinpoint what it is. This freaking sucks so bad. But i will percevere, yes i will and i must.