It's Stupid
Because it sucks. It sucks because it's a lost cause. And it's stupid. Stupid, stupid.
Just stupid. Because you can't change it. You're a sassy blonde. But you can't fix it. It's futile because you can't explain it. And I hate watching it, I hate watching. I hate it. But it's all I can do. It's so stupid.
And all the ways, I wish I could fix it. But I can't.
This is why I'll never have children. And if I ever did, I would make sure they trusted me. That they weren't afraid of me knowing them, that they wouldn't be scared to tell me things. I wouldn't guard, protect, punish them like I couldn't do anything else. I would be their sunshine.
This is why I don't think I could try. Because I don't want to fuck up. I'd want a real parent-child relationship, and I wouldn't know where to start. And it sucks.
And I feel so stupid, stupid. It's so futile.
Just stupid. Because you can't change it. You're a sassy blonde. But you can't fix it. It's futile because you can't explain it. And I hate watching it, I hate watching. I hate it. But it's all I can do. It's so stupid.
And all the ways, I wish I could fix it. But I can't.
This is why I'll never have children. And if I ever did, I would make sure they trusted me. That they weren't afraid of me knowing them, that they wouldn't be scared to tell me things. I wouldn't guard, protect, punish them like I couldn't do anything else. I would be their sunshine.
This is why I don't think I could try. Because I don't want to fuck up. I'd want a real parent-child relationship, and I wouldn't know where to start. And it sucks.
And I feel so stupid, stupid. It's so futile.