the deal with life now...
so I decided to stay clean and try to make things work with luke.
in order to do this, i need to drop a lot of people.
its not because I don't like them or disapprove of their lives or anything like that, its just because i need to seclude myself from tempation until I know I'm strong enough to do it on my own. you know?
I have to give up a certain guy, which I'm sure is for the better anyways, considering I know I never meant anything to him anyways.
so I disconnected my phone, I have no link to the outside world with the excepting of the internet.
If any of you read this and are mad, I'm sorry.
in order to do this, i need to drop a lot of people.
its not because I don't like them or disapprove of their lives or anything like that, its just because i need to seclude myself from tempation until I know I'm strong enough to do it on my own. you know?
I have to give up a certain guy, which I'm sure is for the better anyways, considering I know I never meant anything to him anyways.
so I disconnected my phone, I have no link to the outside world with the excepting of the internet.
If any of you read this and are mad, I'm sorry.