My manic heart...

[virgin_killa]

my eyes have seen it all
or so it seems...
I'm out of my mind.
My face makes me sick.
and sometimes...
sometimes I think maybe you can make me better
but I only hate myself more with every gaze you miss.
yes, your ignorance hurts me.
and days pass and I put these thoughts aside.
maybe it'll be different tomarrow.

I'm just lying to myself...

I do this to myself.
I like this pain I inflict, at least I know I can feel.
how much longer can I go on?
and sometimes I think...
I think maybe you can make me better.
but I only hate myself more with every gaze you miss.
I hate myself more with each longing.
I hate myself with each lack of emotion you show.

you told me I was the one...

and I only hate myself more with every gaze you miss.
I linger deeply on all that your missing.
and I only hate myself more.....