fic-DBSK-Perfect Everything

[virdant]

Title: Perfect Everything
Author: virdant
Length: 1,771 words; one-shot
Rating: R
Genre: Tragedy, High School AU
Pairing: HoMin, JaeHo, JaeChun, JaeMin
Summary: Shim Changmin goes to class, not to learn about how cell walls rupture upon being frozen, but to watch Jung Yunho as he diligently takes down notes. He watches and he learns. He learns Jung Yunho

Comments

[virdant]

Well, it has to do with the definition of a person; Changmin views Yunho as "the person," or the ideal person.

In my head, Changmin doesn't so much love Yunho as he loves the idea of a perfect person, who he sees in Yunho, and so he's enamored with this concept of Yunho as perfect, and thus he sees Jaejoong, who is, in Changmin's opinion, less perfect than Yunho, as a blemish upon this idea of perfection, especially since Jaejoong is always with Yunho.

Changmin would probably kill Yunho if he ever felt Yunho to be less than perfect and he wouldn't be able to justify this strange idea of Yunho has not perfect, which would mean that Yunho can be killed for the sake of making whoever he does see as perfect perfect.

Changmin, in my head, doesn't think of himself as perfect, but does think of himself as more perfect than Jaejoong, which is the key; he justifies getting together with Yunho with the idea that if Jaejoong were more perfect than him, then Jaejoong would have survived and he would have died, and so therefore he's more suitable to be around perfection.

But then again, this is all in my head, and it's just my mindset as I wrote, and the whole story can be interpreted however you want. :).

I don't mind. :)

[virdant]

Well, this is just what I thought of as I wrote it, otherwise the mentality is screwy and it would be hard to write.

Exactly, that's what I felt as I wrote; Changmin really is not in love with Yunho but rather with the idea of being in love with Yunho who's perfect in Changmin's mindset. Yunho, in Changmin's view, is not human, but rather an ideal--not a person, but a concept.

Thank you; I'm glad you like it; thank you for memming. ^^