Yo me muero de ganas de decirte que te quiero
I WANT Merengue Soda and friofrios. i want a camera to take pictures of everyone i know. i want to have GOOD dreams for a change, and i want to wake up and smell food that makes me jump out of bed. i want to never stop believing in my placebo solutions. i want to not be cold anymore. i want to ice-skate and i want to wear a dress or a skirt. i want someone to kiss me HARD like they mean it... and it doesn't have to be under the rain or after a movie or because i'm crying.
i don't want a 10 hour flight to a hospital room in germany where i'll be alone and foreing and where the only concious person i know is breaking down and the only other person is the man who still thinks i believe he is superman, wired and tied down with tubes and catheders and machines working his heart.
if i could, i would read him The Old Man and The Sea 'till he forgot i ever grew up and moved away and didn't write and didn't call and became the worst daughter anyone could ever love with an open heart.
i don't want a 10 hour flight to a hospital room in germany where i'll be alone and foreing and where the only concious person i know is breaking down and the only other person is the man who still thinks i believe he is superman, wired and tied down with tubes and catheders and machines working his heart.
if i could, i would read him The Old Man and The Sea 'till he forgot i ever grew up and moved away and didn't write and didn't call and became the worst daughter anyone could ever love with an open heart.