ugh
yeha i know its been a while...o well. life sucks, work is okay, home is yuck. yeah whatever. hung out with mark last night and had fun for the first time in a while. its kinda nice to be treated like a girl and not just like a buddy, a friend. i guess i just miss things being the way they were. like, my life is gonna be suck like this until next year. at least. it could be a year and a half. who knows. my mom is trying to make me feel all guilty about talking to mark at all, but its not like i plan on getting all makey-outey on him or anything. contrary to popular belief, i do have a soul. he did take me for a ride on the bike and i do kinda regret not doing it sooner cause it was way fun. but i dont think daniels good enough for me too ride with him though. i bought an awesome huge purse yesterday that is very womanly and nto teenagerish at all. mark told me i looked sophisticated. i guess thats kinda what i was going for. i guess im just tired of people assuming im not only younger, but an idiot. so i tried scheduling uno classes and whatnot and i apparently have to meet with my academic advisor or something. wtf? i didnt get no email or nothin. meh, so i have to call those people to make sure i have classes come august. im moving soon, hopefully week after next. cant wait to get out of this tiny box. yeha i guess im done