Meh
Time for an emo LJ post.
Things aren't so good. Life is so frustrating at the moment. I should have never choosen to go to school out of state. I work full time and don't even make enough money to pay back my school loan bills every month. I have no time to do the things I want to do because by the time I come home from work I just want to sit and not think. I can't get out there and promote myself because I can't afford it. I just wish I wasn't absolutely stuck in New Jersey. Even when I get my license I won't be able to get a car because I can't afford the payments and insurance for one.
I really am trying to figure out a way to move back to Richmond because I am happy there, but my parents won't help me out financially at all if I move back.
I am now considering the most effective ways to stage one's own death and move to Canada.
I wish I was poor but happy. I wish I was barely making ends meet but with my friends. I wish I was working my ass off at a shit paying job and eating ramen and doing artwork in a hole of an apartment but still, just barely, completely self suffcient. That situation would be millions of times better than my current one :(
Things aren't so good. Life is so frustrating at the moment. I should have never choosen to go to school out of state. I work full time and don't even make enough money to pay back my school loan bills every month. I have no time to do the things I want to do because by the time I come home from work I just want to sit and not think. I can't get out there and promote myself because I can't afford it. I just wish I wasn't absolutely stuck in New Jersey. Even when I get my license I won't be able to get a car because I can't afford the payments and insurance for one.
I really am trying to figure out a way to move back to Richmond because I am happy there, but my parents won't help me out financially at all if I move back.
I am now considering the most effective ways to stage one's own death and move to Canada.
I wish I was poor but happy. I wish I was barely making ends meet but with my friends. I wish I was working my ass off at a shit paying job and eating ramen and doing artwork in a hole of an apartment but still, just barely, completely self suffcient. That situation would be millions of times better than my current one :(