Therapy and Help????
I went to my first therapy session thing last Friday.
I'm not sure how I'm going to chronicle it yet, so it might all be private for a little. As much as I put up on this journal there is a lot more that I never do, either because I'm lazy or just...don't. I would love to be able to use this place and people as a support system but it was suggested I wait at least a month before unprivating to see if I changed my mind. Plus, it's the internet and it doesn't seem I'm good at being all that rational about my feelings or expressing them at the right times lately.
I got a scarf out of the first session though. It's free. The sessions and the scarf, I mean, and since it's in Fitchburg, the cab may be as well.
She talked a lot more than I would have liked. It may be a first-time thing. Hopefully. Even though I'm going to get information and insight, I do want to talk for the fifty minutes I'm, thankfully, not paying for.
there is drama with insurance and mom and the state of Massachusetts, and i got fed up and found that place so yay!
It's hard not writing about this in detail. That's what I do. I think if I private it at all it'll be for the FList's benefit more than my own; I want to talk, but previous experience has shown me that divulging so much just makes people uncomfortable, unresponsive, and I don't want to go through that again. I also don't want the FList to feel that way.
Should I get a separate journal and document it that way or open the entries to those of you that want to read it here or what?
Hmm.