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i realized something. I've become the kind of girl who doesn't really feel at ease around guys the way I use to in fact sometimes I think I'm just mean lol. I don't like when guys I don't tell me I'm hot or sexy I don't think its flattering I think its disgusting and it makes me feel uncomfortable. I laugh because I don't like it and I feel akward. The best compliment I ever got from a guy I met at a bar was that I seem like a really sweet person and there should be more people like me not like hey baby your ass looks good in those pants. I feel degraded when men look at me on the st. I just fucking feel naked and it makes me angry and it makes me hate guys.