Awake
Feeling odd. Interesting night. Not sure what to do with it. I'm going to go into default and do nothing.
Candace and Ian have been an interesting addition in my life. Picture me falling, then picture it as if Candace and Ian were interwoven together as a big net/blanket that catches me and bundles me up and lets me heal. I am still waiting for the other shoe to drop and hit me in the head but I know I needed this so I'm just letting the paranoia go for now. It does feel odd to wake up and not feel ill for once. I'd very much like to keep that feeling, specially going into the holiday season at work. If it's me who's been fucking things up I hope I can not for a while. Pleeeeaaasse.
I find it funny that while I've learned more about who Bridget really is and now she slightly irritates me; I still have a huge crush on her;). Ah hormones, they never do really listen to the brain.
Candace and Ian have been an interesting addition in my life. Picture me falling, then picture it as if Candace and Ian were interwoven together as a big net/blanket that catches me and bundles me up and lets me heal. I am still waiting for the other shoe to drop and hit me in the head but I know I needed this so I'm just letting the paranoia go for now. It does feel odd to wake up and not feel ill for once. I'd very much like to keep that feeling, specially going into the holiday season at work. If it's me who's been fucking things up I hope I can not for a while. Pleeeeaaasse.
I find it funny that while I've learned more about who Bridget really is and now she slightly irritates me; I still have a huge crush on her;). Ah hormones, they never do really listen to the brain.