*taps mic* is this thing still even on???
Wow..... Vippy Draggie has been away from el jay for a LONG time now, almost six months actualy....
Things have been.... quite heavy in my life recently, parental breakup and the legal battles that ensue afterwards, finding love and finnaly trying to find out what the FARK I want to do with my life.
And so on to the conclusions of the problems mentionned above:
- Legal battles with my parents are preety much over, I did not have much to do with them (for obvious reasons) so it has not been all that devastating to me, but I still had alot of emotional baggage from it. Father is now living happily at a huge house on the shore of a lake. Both have preety much resolved their issues for the most part.
- I think I might finnaly have found the one for me after so many relationships.... a guy that cares for me as I care for him, and that will go the extra mile... love of my life -yaddy yaddy yadda I could go on for hours and hours about him- anyway, point is, I found my guy, love him enough to propose, so I guess that's a big thing (shameless plug: I LOVE YOU MOON-DRUMMER .... let's see them miss THAT).
- After alot of hemming and hawing, I have finnaly found what I'd LIKE to do in my future, I've done many different programs in college in the pass, looking for the right one but none ever felt very right to me, so now I'm trying to get into Culinary Arts Management.... still waiting on an answer from the colleges I'm trying for.... wish me luck.
So that said, I'm still just as fucked up as always, but I'm slightly better off now... things in life have settled down a bit, I can even get out of bed in the morning without wanting to run right back under my covers to hide anymore. So yeah, trying to make life work is a full time job.
To all my friends, keep your heads up and keep ramming forward when the way gets tough.
This is Viper Half-Dragon, SIGNING OFF!!!