SO STUPID
I'm so tired of putting faith in places I know it shouldn't go. I'm so tired of being played, yet I'm stupid enough to allow it to happen and place myself in that type of situation. Well no more. I can't go on like this. Every time something like this happens, I sit here and wonder what the hell I did wrong for this to happen to me. To all those out there, I'm sorry for everything wrong I ever did to you and anything that I did to hurt you. It sucks hurting all the time. I can say this with experience. I'm done looking for something, whenclearly, there is nothing for me out there. I don't want to hear the whole shpeal that I'm only 18 soon to be 19. I don't care. Leave me in my sorrow state.