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Wow I really don't update much anymore, do I?
Its been a busy semester. But rather than talk about the past.... Ive got my GRE coming up THIS tuesday. I am SOOO nervous. I remember taking the ACT in Highschool and scoring well and not worrying about anything. But Im still scoring too low to get into the grad schools that Im applying too. Today I took another practice test, and I was still 30 points too low. I made stupid mistakes on the quantitative like saying a circle is 180 degrees. duh!!! I'm a freaking math major.... why am i not acing this part???
OK enough of that. Rent was awesome. I really think they did a good job capturing the spirit of the stage version. Mike held hands with me throughout the entire show. I cried so much!!!
I think Mike and I have come full circle. Maybe now its finally time to let go. The few days I spent with him, I felt like I was living out one of my books. I felt the depression, the hopelessness, the loneliness of that kind of life. A life without direction or goals. Just trying to escape with whatever takes you away. Im sorry but I think I like my feet firmly planted on the ground. I like having purpose. Now, Im not saying his life is all these bad things, Im saying its how I felt sharing his life for a few hours. I guess its what I needed to give me direction again. So much has changed between him and I. SO many of the old feelings are gone. I dont feel the connection we use to have. Maybe this was a beautiful end note.
I also recently saw Harry Potter with Brenda, Dave, and Luke. Now that was even more awesome!!! I finally admit it... I am a Harry Potter fanatic. I don't care what you think of that! So many people have given me shit about. Why? Why do you even freakin care whether or not I like it??? Anyway, Brenda and I are making plans to go to a conference. How awesome would that be?!?!?! Spellbound it held in Salem. If Im not in Spain... east coast here i come.
Its been a busy semester. But rather than talk about the past.... Ive got my GRE coming up THIS tuesday. I am SOOO nervous. I remember taking the ACT in Highschool and scoring well and not worrying about anything. But Im still scoring too low to get into the grad schools that Im applying too. Today I took another practice test, and I was still 30 points too low. I made stupid mistakes on the quantitative like saying a circle is 180 degrees. duh!!! I'm a freaking math major.... why am i not acing this part???
OK enough of that. Rent was awesome. I really think they did a good job capturing the spirit of the stage version. Mike held hands with me throughout the entire show. I cried so much!!!
I think Mike and I have come full circle. Maybe now its finally time to let go. The few days I spent with him, I felt like I was living out one of my books. I felt the depression, the hopelessness, the loneliness of that kind of life. A life without direction or goals. Just trying to escape with whatever takes you away. Im sorry but I think I like my feet firmly planted on the ground. I like having purpose. Now, Im not saying his life is all these bad things, Im saying its how I felt sharing his life for a few hours. I guess its what I needed to give me direction again. So much has changed between him and I. SO many of the old feelings are gone. I dont feel the connection we use to have. Maybe this was a beautiful end note.
I also recently saw Harry Potter with Brenda, Dave, and Luke. Now that was even more awesome!!! I finally admit it... I am a Harry Potter fanatic. I don't care what you think of that! So many people have given me shit about. Why? Why do you even freakin care whether or not I like it??? Anyway, Brenda and I are making plans to go to a conference. How awesome would that be?!?!?! Spellbound it held in Salem. If Im not in Spain... east coast here i come.