dead annoyed
hey everyone today i went into town with my "sister" she is sooo pssin me off she keeps trying to make me her and i dont want to be "miss sensible" IM SIXTEEN and well in some aspects of my life i am a sixteen year old girl and want to live life as a 16 year old not as a 20 year old goin on 50 like and i mean her shouting at me is getting me really pissed off and i just aint takin it nymore cause well i dont have to im a human being like and i aint being told how to act ill act in a way that i see fit and if its "childish" to her tough shit! i mean like i am younger than her and i should live like i am
i make more money than her ...my whole life ive looked after her like shes the younger sister...i pay for everything wen were out together
i act older than her
i have friends that are older than her ...yet she treats me like im a piece of shit like on the night we went out and i went to gerards she started shouting at me calling me an alco and i was like IM NOT DRUNK fuking wish i was wouldnt have to listen to you yack at me....shoutting at me telling me to grow up and all this shit......
she takes away the little bit of childhood i have left that hasnt been taken away from me by my shitty childhood and life and says helena you aint allowed to be chirpy or happy or mock people or do the kid stuff i do with my mates like we would sit on a bench and like be dead sarcastic about people that give us dirty looks or just generally about people that are being nasty to people ....not to like kids or stuff but these milly girls ..or for example today we were walking through the buttercrane and three boys who have bullied my wee brother are walking through and i coughed wanker* immature but fun and my sista starts shouting at me tellin me that i need to grow up ...i was like fuk off and stop being a wanker like
she does it all the time...she just cant accept me for who i am
and then she says i only get to go out at the weekends cause she is goin out and im like noooooooo i used to go out and have a better time wen u were in belfast to the same place wth the same peopel but without u shouting down my throat saying " dont u drink too much i have to take u home" NO U DONT HAVE TO TAKE ME HOME I TAKE MYSELF HOME ...holy god im soo annoyed i just wanna cry shes annoying me soooooooooo much i dunno.....
i make more money than her ...my whole life ive looked after her like shes the younger sister...i pay for everything wen were out together
i act older than her
i have friends that are older than her ...yet she treats me like im a piece of shit like on the night we went out and i went to gerards she started shouting at me calling me an alco and i was like IM NOT DRUNK fuking wish i was wouldnt have to listen to you yack at me....shoutting at me telling me to grow up and all this shit......
she takes away the little bit of childhood i have left that hasnt been taken away from me by my shitty childhood and life and says helena you aint allowed to be chirpy or happy or mock people or do the kid stuff i do with my mates like we would sit on a bench and like be dead sarcastic about people that give us dirty looks or just generally about people that are being nasty to people ....not to like kids or stuff but these milly girls ..or for example today we were walking through the buttercrane and three boys who have bullied my wee brother are walking through and i coughed wanker* immature but fun and my sista starts shouting at me tellin me that i need to grow up ...i was like fuk off and stop being a wanker like
she does it all the time...she just cant accept me for who i am
and then she says i only get to go out at the weekends cause she is goin out and im like noooooooo i used to go out and have a better time wen u were in belfast to the same place wth the same peopel but without u shouting down my throat saying " dont u drink too much i have to take u home" NO U DONT HAVE TO TAKE ME HOME I TAKE MYSELF HOME ...holy god im soo annoyed i just wanna cry shes annoying me soooooooooo much i dunno.....